_* 21`11`o6 - updatess *_

early iin the morniing blog liiao. whahhaha, cux nothiin better to do lah. haa. tdae feeliin much much better, even though stiill feel sad lah. but ii thiink iis jus all fated. so let god deciide the endiin~



ytd skiip OIT lesson and stay at SC room for the whole day. ii diidnt even have my lunch wor. jus stay there and slack around. haa. was liike busy doiin stupiid stuffs. ii also dunno do wad. haa. but ii enjoy stayiin there. cux they are a DAMN happy bunch of peeps!!! haa. ii was enliighten by them. whee~ haa. actually was waiitin for our dance pratiiceat 4pm. haa. but the peeps are dragiin and dragiin. haiis.


thiis MOMENT LIKE THIS dancers are realii diifferent from our previious HOLLBACK SCHOOL. even they can cope verii fast, however the feeliin of teamwork iis not there, that why ii dunno we can make a great performance iin the end or not. haiis. but no matter what ii feel that we alredii do our best to make thiis a WOW performance~ *prayiin hard* haa. but ii diidnt have the chance to pratiice wiith my partner (saiiful) tiill abt 7.30pm. arghh!! iisn't that late?? haa. but what to do??? he had to do hiis seatiin arrangement as he iis the CCA chaiirman. haiis. poor thiing lah. but anyway, even thought we jus practiice awhiile, ii guess we alredii put iin our best effort to put up a great performance. am ii riiight saiiful?? haa. ii was iimpress of ur learniing, iit was damn FAST!! haa. euu are siimply great~



however, before we had the chance to practiice. udrena and ii was liike busy wiif our miinutes stuff. haiis. my handsome lar, make us rushiin thiis miins. at the end, there are so many miistakes and we need to redo everythiin and expect us to hand iin by 6.30pm when there are no computers for us to even do our thiings? haiis. my handsome also diidnt thhiink for us. sad lah. hhowever, he also has hiis own problems and of course hiis own duty lah. so ii had to rush all the miins, even he giiven us the day tiill friiday. but ii stiill pass iit up to hiim and ediit after desmond had checked. yupps. pls *CLAP* haa. ii fiiniish by my own lehh. haha. but the fiirst few steps iis all done by UDRENA. haa. thanksss lah. muackkss.



haa, ii giiven bryan a KISS. haa. actually alredii wanna giive hiim one lah. but jus shy ok. haa. at fiirst when ii pass the present to hiim can feel that he iis kiinda touch. but euu know lah, guess doesn't express hiis feeliings. so what to do?? haa. more surpriise iis DES gave hiim a KISS. OMG!!! haa. that iis the moment ii thiink bryan wont ever forget lah. haa. den ii was outsiide SC room and bryan iintend to leave alredii. and everyone iis liike sayiin cannot leave unles he gave us hugg and kiiss. so ii take the iinatiive to KISS hiim lah. but jus on the cheeckss. everyone iis liike WHEET whEET~ ii realiise that he iis damn tall can?? ii need to tiip-toe iinorder to kiiss. haa. but was wonderful moment lah. fiirst tiime kiiss ppl as a friiend leh. however, ii hope he realii enjoy hiis biirthday thiis year and the giifts that ii gave hiim. MUACKKSS.



yuppss. haa. that's all for ytd and 2dae lah. cux my rountiine for tdae iis to go home and take a good rest and prepare for my BATTLE for tmr!! cux ii got iinvestiiture rehersal. haa. update after my iinvestiiture ii guess. haa. cya READERS!!


TATA~





moments of memoriiess..

_* 20`11`o6 - WHATEVER!!*_

was damn piissed off 2dae due to deniise cheng!!! ii'm gonna be verii straiight forward iin 2dae's blog.


fiirst let muii start off iin wad ii do. ii've alredii done the scriipt for euu guys jus for the sake of ur own good. euu doesnt apperciiate IT'S ALRIGHT! ii'm fiine wiif iit. however, euu jus cant siimply cooperate wiif muii to practiice the scriipt. iit iis jus so diiffiicult??? euu cant wake up early and come to sch jus for the sake of ur own project?? haiis. am ii iin the fault to scold euu?? euu siimply come iin the class and chat around, askiin ur SBM stuffs? when the role play gonna start iin 15miins tiime. aiint euu worry for ur own thiings?? ii jus don understand euu now!! haiis. ii went out of the room and cry, jus bcux ii'm worry abt euu all. euu wont understand how ii feel when ii know euu stiill haven prepare ur own liines. haiis. have euu ever stand iin my posiitiion?? haiis. what else can ii do for euu, PRINCESS? iif euu wanna get angry, pls go ahead. cux ii'm siimply don care alredii. cux ii diidnt do anythiing wrong. am ii iin the wrong iin scoldiin euu?? am ii doiin the wrong's?? haiis. ii do all thiis jus to see euu pass all ur subjects. don wanna add iin more stress for euu due to ur SBM. however, am ii the person who let euu down or euu?? have euu ever thiink?? ii thiink euu wiill never REFLECT urself cux euu are too pampered alredii. iit's alriight. ii thiink euu wiill never learn ur own miistake but jus wanna blame others riight?? haiis. ii'm tiired alredii. ii don wanna comment too much alredii. haiis. sorry to be harsh on euu. however, ii realii hope euu can thiink. ii don wanna to see euu suffer. haiis. whatever iit iis, ii don own euu anythiin nor euu own muii anythiin. hope euu will thiink of urself bah. haiis



endiin of my blog. no bloggiin agaiin. verii shag 2dae. haiis. sorry for all reds cux ii'm damn angry and sad. haiis.





moments of memoriies..

_* 19`11`o6 - Shiine niight*_

went to sch for METTA SHINE NIGHT. wheett wheet* haa. the Shine Night iis perfrom by the METTA students. they are siimply great, that iis the onlii word ii can say! =)



stepped iinto the sch at abt 3pm, saw deniise, nat, haiizun and lenorre. ii was liike waviin to them, but everyone seems to iignore muii. sobs sobs. but after a whiile, we were all siittiin at the fountaiin and takiin photos. haa. that's was the tiime, ii realiise that deniise and muii stiill got hope to put all the piieces back. prayiin hard* we went up to the audiitorum to prepare all the stuffs, liike batiik, pots, piineapple tarts and boxes. thiis iis all the iitem we are selliin. haa. after prepariin our booths. we started to sell our iitems. cux at that tiime lecturers are all there. that iis all METTA students do by theiir own.



saw Miiss Chiin, she asked muii what duty ii'm doiin. was shocked iin the begiinnin. cux ii thought she wont even care abt my exiists. but at the end she knows who ii am. haa. happy lar. den was chattiin wiif her and askiin her to buy our piineapple tarts, den she told muii she had alredii brought some giifts for the student counciil, den she show iit to muii. ii was liike askiin her what abt muii? den she also giive muii one lor. haha. so paiiseh. but ii'm happy. she diid buy from us too. so sweet of her. haa.



whiile ii was doiin my stuffs liike handiin the batiik. others were all busy takiin photo. ii was quiite sad lah. cux no one notiice my exiistance tiill ii heard deniise calliin my name, " where's jasmiine?" so happy to hear that, but ii jus keep quiiet and do my stuffs. den there was a store whiich can personaliised our own key chaiins den we were all liike keep takiin photo lah. untiil the niicer one came out. haa. jus 3 bucks onlii lor. so cheap. yah lah, den we were all busy selliin and chiit chattiin among ourselves. when there was an iinterval. there got a receptiion. haa. so ii went iin wiif all our SC peeps to have some food. den ii went there took lots of chiicken wiing for all my friiend. haa. hope iis niice. haa



abt 9pm, ii rush back to tampiines and get the famous amous cookiie for bryan for hiis biirthday. see ii so sweet. haa. got to rest, damn tiired. haa.



tata~






moments of memoriies..

_*18`11`o6 - long storiies*_

1 dae nv blog, felt so wiierd. hmm, mayb cux my miind onlii can tiink of bloggiin. cuz ii'm ADDITED!! haa.

ytd <17`11`o6>

went iin to the class, fiirst thiing ii do was to fiind blogskiins. found so many, however ii cant upload iito iit not even one. dunno why?? haiis. cux the HTML was so messy. but others can upload so easiily, but not muii. so sad lor. haiis. nvm, ask drena to help muii. haa. due to thiis ii was so piissed off alredii lah. but ii cant blame any1 riight? so ii keep iit to myself lo. haa. den we have SSG class, was siitiin wiif nat and they all. we were all chattiin happiily lah. untiil we wanna go for OIT lesson~ nat, yantiing and muii wanna go locker. deniise asked yantiing to put the book iin her locker. so ii told yantiing, no need to take the key from deniise. cux ii have her locker key mah. when we abt to walk off, deniise called nat. hmm, no need to say. she asked nat to notiice muii, not to let muii see her thiings. ii was damn frusturated lah. WHO WANS TO SEE WHAT INSIDE THAT BOX?? ii'm siimply NOT INTERESTED can!! damn angry lah. now ii thiink euu and muii are driiftiin real apart. haiis. who dunno wad's iinsiide the box, what euu gave azhar lor. euu thiink ii'm so stupiid?? haiis. not ii wanna say thiis kiind of words ok. iis ii'm damn angry alredii. haiis. sad and onlii sad that ii can desciibe thiis type of siituatiion. haiis. ii'm not a TRUSTED person mah hor?? haiis. sad that euu treated muii thiis way, how can ii trust euu next tiime? haiis. den muii and nat suppose to have lunch after OIT, 0however ii went off early due to deniise. cux ii realii don feel liike eatiin wiith a friiend that treated muii thiis way. was damn piissed off at that moment.

head to SC room to meet up wiif drena to have lunch. when ii stepped iinsiide the room ii saw saiiful was kiinda stress. after he take up the posiition of CCA chaiirman, ii've long tiime nv see hiim smiile that happiily alredii. iif euu see thiis '' don be too stress ok? smiiles =) '' ii also saw alviin lah. haiis. wanna try to avoiid euu, cux ii don wanna euu to treat muii too niice, that sad look euu wanna tell muii. ii'm realii not worth for euu to waiit nor love. cux ii'm not that type of ger who can giive euu the full commiittment. sorry to say. but haiis. hope he wiill giive up on muii bahs. den went to have lunch lo. saw SERENE!! haa. actually drena alredii told muii she came back to sch, so ii was not that surpriise. however, ii'm happy to see her back. haa.

den we have photo-takiin sessiion, den we take take take, tiired of smiilin. haa. so bad. but ii was happy too see everyone was happy. whhee~~ after photo-takiin rush to my friiend hs and took the gown that she wanna lend muii. iit was niice. haa. suiits muii quiite well. haa. that tiime, drena and zul accompany muii. so sad, my handsome too busy iin doiin hiis admiin work, cant follow. so sad. haa. den we parted off wiif zul, cux he wanna go back sch. so drena went back hm wiif muii. was liike rushiin liike hell ok. cux some1 came to our sch (ahemm) haa. den was so paiiseh lah, let hiim* waiit for so long. thought he got briiefiin all that, so drag a liittle lo. cux wanna look niice to let hiim have a good iimpressiion. haa. lame, he* got gf alredii lo. so thiink too much lah. however, he iis handsome one lo. haa. abt 7.30pm we quiickly went to auudiitorum to watch JOSEPH musiical. was so sleepy, feel liike sleepiin when watchiin. but the liightiin was damn niice make muii feel awake to watch fiiniish the whole show. haa. was haviin a sweet niight wiif my sweet 'handsome.' haa. iif anyone see muii holdiin on to a guy's hand, that my 'handsome.' playiin onlii one lah. haa. was too tiired ytd therefore, so blog the news todae. haa.

18`11`o6

woke up abt 11am. early iin the morniin get scolded. DAMN!! almost spoiilt my day. haa. luckiily no lah. fiirst ii went to pasiir riis to look for my friiend and get a gown for eriica. however, when ii reached there, my friiend was not around. she dunno go where lah. make muii waiit for half an hour and guess wad?? SHE DID NOT BRING THE GOWN!!!! arghh. how can she make muii waiit for her so long and yet she diid not briing. ii need to travel ALL the way back to tampiines to take 969 and headed towards yiishun for qaliifah open house. but b4 goiin there, ii went to drena hs. OMG! need to walk a long diistance too lor. so HOT!! went to her hs and see the mobtv. haa. saw TOMMY~ he was our camp hiigh achiievers iintructor. haa. he was damn funnny lah. haahahaha.

after watchiin the show, we took a bus to qaliifah hs. haa. was so paiiseh iin the begiinning. cux onlii drena and muii was chiinese. haa. funny lah. den we were siitted far away for the table. cux SHY. haa. was thiinkiin of goiin to gladys grandfather wake, however we diid not went. cux we waiited for our DADDy. euu see, we so good waiit for euu!! ended up also push away another appoiintment wiif yee chiing. so sorry, too last miinute, was not iinformed tiill todae, so no choiice but to push off. euu see we so busy! haa. hope yee chiing wiill forgiive us. daddy came wiif hiis SMARTYSS. haa. drena and muii shouted MUMMY~ whee~ can see her face blush lo. haa. so funny.

chat chat, makan makan. we went to take a bus and head to northpoiint. had to part off wiif daddy and euniice, cux they went to see moviie. awww, so sweet. haa. den muii and drena shop shop tiill 8 plus and ii went to tm to order a famous amos cookiie for bryan's biirthday. whiich iis on monday. haa. no mooney, so cant buy clothes, so went to buy cookiie. hope he liike iit lah. haa

that's why ii'm bloggiin here. cux ii've reach hm and not feeliin sleepy. so yar lah. hope euu guys not bored seeiin my blog. haa.

tata~

moments of memoriies..

_*16`11`o6 - tiired!!*

arghh. ii'm extremly tiired lehh. not ENOUGH sleep!! so busy wiif SC stuffs. OMG! ii need my bed~ oppps* haa. 2dae jus have less than 1 hr lesson den straiight away go METTA sch liiao. whee~ went there to do piineapple tarts!! haa. so fun lor. go there do the dough all that was damn fun. hee. muii and nat saw a HANDSOME guy there. haa. was liike haviin electriic shock!! haa. so happy. but too bad. have to leave early cux winston and others comiin my hs to choose the clothes.



after receviin wiinston call, ii was liike thiinkin: " why euu guys wanna come my hs~ arghh!! ii wan to sleep." haa. but too bad, jus bcux of the bazaar, ii have to do my best to help them. cux ii'm not helpiin out on the actual day iitself due to iinvestiiture. haiis. iit's sad lah. however ii want to do a good show for my iinvestiiture too! haa. den went back hm to check iit out. they are liike ladiies choosiin clothes lor!! damn iit!! ii need to clean up the room due to them!!! arghhh~ haa, fiinally they choose up to 25 clothes onlii. can euu beliieve iit???




now iin the SC room updatiin my blog, 1 reason. damn bored!! haa. but ii have to update my blog now lar, cux ii'm too tiired to update later on. haa. but at the end ii stiill blog at niight. cux ii cant fiiniish iin SC room jus now. haa LAME~



was haviin daance practiice la. was kenna 'scolded' by des. cux we are liike damn slack when the show iis jus next week. haa. but at the end the dance was damn niice can. ii love iit ii love iit I LOVE IT!! haa. happy lah. hope suharii wont object thiis iidea agaiin. haa. after dance went to have diinner at tampiines KFC wiif daddy, tiing, drena and des. was liike talkiin abt gay stuffs and never forget the BUS thiing. haa. oppps* R21 cannot liisten. haa. HARD GAYS!! whahahha. yupps. fiinger liinkiin food iis damn niice, den we head back hm. cux everyone iis dead, iincludiin myself. haa. panda alredii lah~ haa.



sorry abt ytd ok, diidnt put any colour of the font, cux ii was damn sleepy. tdae wiill remember to put iit. haa. tata~




moments of memoriies..

_*15`11`o6 - haiis~ what can ii say*_

haiis, jus got to see deniise blog. so sad lar. but what can ii do lehhs? haiis. ii should be the one to be sad not euu lor. haiis. ii have been rather busy thiis few months due to Student Council. as iif that ii don wan to fork out sometiime to listen to your problems nor go out wiif euu. have euu thiink that ii don even have my personal tiime for my ownself. do euu know how sad am ii? even though ii stiill act as iif ii'm verii happy. do euu know all my problems. ii seriiously verii tiired do euu know that. haiis. euu thiink ii dunno ur problems mah? euu should know how ii treat the problems for euu and hiim. ii siimply don wanna care alredii. what ii say wont go iinto your miind and what else ii can do for euu? ii cant console euu. cux ii wiill scold euu. but at the end wiill euu ended up liisteniin or what. ii've not changed. ii'm jus tiired how the way ii pamper euu. do euu know how piissed off am ii when ii receiived call from a teacher who say: '' jasmiine, euu and your group have not passed up the role play scriipt, ii'm gonna deduct 5 marks from euu all." my fiirst thiing that comes to my miind iis " why deniise cant help muii??" haiis. ii'm so worriied for my O levels alredii and thiis thiings come to my "pester" muii. do euu know how sad when ii receviied thiis call. have euu ever stand iin my posiition and see. haiis. do euu know bcux of euu, ii try to conviinced myself that ii've a good friiend iin class that wiill support muii. haiis. at the end of the day, ii jus thiink that ii'm a fool. ii don wanna talk much bcux ii don wanna Ms Aw to say my bad thiings iinfront of other teacher. ii'm actiin iinfront of eveyone iin the class. ii cant be happy as usual, do euu notiice that? ii'm happy that euu have haiizun to accompany euu, and ii don thiink euu have leave muii, cux ii know iin ur heart there iis a muii. but now, ii wonder ii realii wonder. haiizun have replace my posiition. haiis~


tdae hav thiis busiiness club thiing, and ii felt damn piissed of wiith the management lah. cux they are so iinorganiised at all lo. damn iit. at fiirst we were so unhappy to be wiif the beauty class lah, cux we always thiink that they wiill giive us a ****ing face lah. but at the end, the outcome was damn happy and sweet. cux there are actually two gals went down to the swimmiin pool leh. *clapps clapps* they diidnt briing extra clothiin one leh. they are the beauty heros? how many could actually scarcfiice the shame and went down swiim? after all the game had been acompliised, we went back to the MPH do the cheer. wahhh, they were all screamiin liike hell!! oh gone~ however, we diid enjoy ourselves wiif them verii much. ii thiink the guys sure damn happy one, cux they onlii look at the gals doiin the stuffs onlii. so sad, ii have to run for meetiin, cant share the happiiness that WE GOT THIIRD!! WHEE~



went for the emcee meetiin lar. was damn sad. cux the teacher iin charge says ii'm not ready at all. wad am ii suppose to do when ii got thiis tiing so last miin!! of course ii'm not ready lah. obviiously ii'm so nervous when ii stepped iinto the room. jus talk awhiile and ask muii to do audiition? of course cant pass through iit. haiis. somemore, saiiful sabotage muii jus giivin muii questiion that wasnt plan iin the beginniin. euu can try muii when ii have detaiils of the thiings, but ii'm alredii confuuse and blurr and suddenly a questiion jus POP out. arghh!! damn sad lar, the teacher say all thiis and don giive muii a DAMN~ haiis. so sad so sad. iif can, ii realii hope boon and nabiil could help muii up iin thiis. cux ii REALLY wan to be iin the EMCEEE!!



haiis. have to go for project meetiin after that, the subject was about our iinvestiiture lah. but boriin~ haa. cux iit doesnt bother realii abt project members but jus exco. we jus came down for show. haa. lame riight? ii'm piissed off when ii saw our project members iis so LIMITED lah. haiis. so few ppl yet cant be so uniited at all. haiis. but ii guess all project members are too tiired alredii. iincludiin muii. TIRED!~



after the meetiin ends, udrena and muii ran to SC room. guess what? lookiin for my blogskiin and ii have deciided to change to a niice one. but at the end, thee HTML cant change lo. don ask muii why, cux ii also DUNNO. damn sad agaiin lah. tdae whole day was sad de lor. haiis.



got to go have my preciious rest~~ tata~







moments of memoriies..

_* 14`11`o6 - OIT lesson & new blog*_

hey hey.. after several deciision, ii fiinally open up a blog. hmm, bcux ii see everyone so happy bloggiing and ii also WANT!! lame lah muii. haa. but no matter wad, ii'm happy to open my own blog whiich ii name iit as mOment of memOries.. bcux ii could wriite down all my happiiness and sadness iin thiis blog. wahahahaha. lame riight? but what to do. ii'm jasmiine, ii'm jus as lame as usual. whahhahaa. =P

jus got to fiiniish my OIT exam. haa. the test should be taken at last friiday, however ii went to the IBM thiing, make muii faiill to attend. however, iin my miind ii actually DON WANNA TAKE ONE LAH!! haa. cux ii dunno anythiin, den can take tiips lah. oppps * but at the end, ii got yantiing and asiiyah to telp muii up. orelse ii also dunno how to do!! take test but dunno how to do. faiint*

later at 4pm got skiit and dance practiice for our iinvestiiture. haiis. dunno 2dae what we wiill goiin to do wiith the dance agaiin?? CHANGE? haiis. was damn piissed off on friiday lah, cux suharii change every dance stepss. haiis. but what to do? he wants hiis last event to be the most OUTSANDING and SUCCESSFUL one. haiis. but diid he ever stand iin our posiition to see? how our workhard paiid off jus liike thiis. haiis. hope we can fiiniish up all the dance by thiis week to prepare our NEXT WEEK investiiture. =))

thiis morniin ii was damn happy lah. before ii stepped out of the house, ii saw 1 sms. iit was sent by MR ANDREW LIM. haa. he was my secondary MATH teacher. he damn NICE can. onlii he can teach us so paiitently. haa. he saiid iin hiis message, "jasmiine, good to hear from you. ii can attend." whee~ he iis attendiin our SC 3rd investiiture. haa. so happy lo.

hmm, ii got to go liiao. all my friiends wanna go have BREAKFAST now. damnn!! cant finiish what ii wanna say. but nevermiind wiill blog when ii'm FREE~ cya!!




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