_*15`11`o6 - haiis~ what can ii say*_

haiis, jus got to see deniise blog. so sad lar. but what can ii do lehhs? haiis. ii should be the one to be sad not euu lor. haiis. ii have been rather busy thiis few months due to Student Council. as iif that ii don wan to fork out sometiime to listen to your problems nor go out wiif euu. have euu thiink that ii don even have my personal tiime for my ownself. do euu know how sad am ii? even though ii stiill act as iif ii'm verii happy. do euu know all my problems. ii seriiously verii tiired do euu know that. haiis. euu thiink ii dunno ur problems mah? euu should know how ii treat the problems for euu and hiim. ii siimply don wanna care alredii. what ii say wont go iinto your miind and what else ii can do for euu? ii cant console euu. cux ii wiill scold euu. but at the end wiill euu ended up liisteniin or what. ii've not changed. ii'm jus tiired how the way ii pamper euu. do euu know how piissed off am ii when ii receiived call from a teacher who say: '' jasmiine, euu and your group have not passed up the role play scriipt, ii'm gonna deduct 5 marks from euu all." my fiirst thiing that comes to my miind iis " why deniise cant help muii??" haiis. ii'm so worriied for my O levels alredii and thiis thiings come to my "pester" muii. do euu know how sad when ii receviied thiis call. have euu ever stand iin my posiition and see. haiis. do euu know bcux of euu, ii try to conviinced myself that ii've a good friiend iin class that wiill support muii. haiis. at the end of the day, ii jus thiink that ii'm a fool. ii don wanna talk much bcux ii don wanna Ms Aw to say my bad thiings iinfront of other teacher. ii'm actiin iinfront of eveyone iin the class. ii cant be happy as usual, do euu notiice that? ii'm happy that euu have haiizun to accompany euu, and ii don thiink euu have leave muii, cux ii know iin ur heart there iis a muii. but now, ii wonder ii realii wonder. haiizun have replace my posiition. haiis~


tdae hav thiis busiiness club thiing, and ii felt damn piissed of wiith the management lah. cux they are so iinorganiised at all lo. damn iit. at fiirst we were so unhappy to be wiif the beauty class lah, cux we always thiink that they wiill giive us a ****ing face lah. but at the end, the outcome was damn happy and sweet. cux there are actually two gals went down to the swimmiin pool leh. *clapps clapps* they diidnt briing extra clothiin one leh. they are the beauty heros? how many could actually scarcfiice the shame and went down swiim? after all the game had been acompliised, we went back to the MPH do the cheer. wahhh, they were all screamiin liike hell!! oh gone~ however, we diid enjoy ourselves wiif them verii much. ii thiink the guys sure damn happy one, cux they onlii look at the gals doiin the stuffs onlii. so sad, ii have to run for meetiin, cant share the happiiness that WE GOT THIIRD!! WHEE~



went for the emcee meetiin lar. was damn sad. cux the teacher iin charge says ii'm not ready at all. wad am ii suppose to do when ii got thiis tiing so last miin!! of course ii'm not ready lah. obviiously ii'm so nervous when ii stepped iinto the room. jus talk awhiile and ask muii to do audiition? of course cant pass through iit. haiis. somemore, saiiful sabotage muii jus giivin muii questiion that wasnt plan iin the beginniin. euu can try muii when ii have detaiils of the thiings, but ii'm alredii confuuse and blurr and suddenly a questiion jus POP out. arghh!! damn sad lar, the teacher say all thiis and don giive muii a DAMN~ haiis. so sad so sad. iif can, ii realii hope boon and nabiil could help muii up iin thiis. cux ii REALLY wan to be iin the EMCEEE!!



haiis. have to go for project meetiin after that, the subject was about our iinvestiiture lah. but boriin~ haa. cux iit doesnt bother realii abt project members but jus exco. we jus came down for show. haa. lame riight? ii'm piissed off when ii saw our project members iis so LIMITED lah. haiis. so few ppl yet cant be so uniited at all. haiis. but ii guess all project members are too tiired alredii. iincludiin muii. TIRED!~



after the meetiin ends, udrena and muii ran to SC room. guess what? lookiin for my blogskiin and ii have deciided to change to a niice one. but at the end, thee HTML cant change lo. don ask muii why, cux ii also DUNNO. damn sad agaiin lah. tdae whole day was sad de lor. haiis.



got to go have my preciious rest~~ tata~







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